i’m high functional autistic.
I have a limitless imagination.
My brain is different and all i’ve ever wanted to do is be a super hero and fly. Basically, i just want to dance.
i’m a dancer. i trained in ballet and ballroom extensively when i was younger.
I’ve not met anyone who speaks my language.
My life has been dramatic since i could cognize. All people who come in contact with me, want me to be something that i not only can’t be, but i am not, and they all want me to be this for them, knowing full well that it’s never going to happen. i am alien and they know it but deny it. People depict what human is in effort to not have me different or unique, but i am unmistakably different and cannot be what i am not. What is left out always is that an alien being is also capable of love. Every being is love. The word alien does not mean i wasn’t born to this realm, but i have lived and alienated life constantly being told that i must learn to be different than i am, as i have described. I am not allowed to say what i have just said.
(maybe i could be so bold to say that i’m a trashed child prodigy. Trashed from the beginning so this is what we get). (It’s no-one’s fault. It just is.)
I believe i have found a tool to help bring every facet of Mother Earth back to the garden of Eden she is by having all human know exactly where they are in the movement of the eternal now.
i really do want to give this concept of the unclock to the human. i never stop working on it. i want it to arrive now and i want it to be free and it can be.
Please forgive me if i may not come to your site. This is because i am autistic and to an extremely over-sensitive level. I am so deeply grateful for your gift of visiting me thank you and much love from Soli/Elf and the rest of me