always remember who you are

truth cannot exist in a world that is ” ‘measured’ in time and money “.

i see a vast majority of the human race tend to believe that myths and fae tales weren’t real, but i feel that it is highly probable that they are depictions of actual realities. complex stories that look to be handed down through all generations, wouldn’t be just ‘a made up, empty of source information, piece of work’, unless there is fraudulence, but the point is still there. this is a built fabrication that was and is created with direct intent. most of the world uses these same names that are written all the way across the heavens, for locations, substances, inventions and more, all over planet Earth. this has an enormous resonating frequency that human is moving in, because it is actual stories. it is not just words and names. it is stories about people. it creates foundational structure and i believe these people are to do with us. there is no other reason why we have these stories. they would not be there if they were not about us.

human is not the most advanced species and they are weakened due to the separation of their mind from each other and from the earth, in which both of these are the rest of their own self. they sold their own self, in exchange for, and to do, power over others, and power over nature. this happened because they were pushed into feeling inferior and inadequate. they gave up their own evolution. the measurement of time and the calendar that they use, are repetitively cyclic and detached from what is, to a very large degree to the point of returning negatively mirrored information to what is, which means each generation transforms the next one to become the same. the result of this, is the cause of why they do not use all of their brain. there is evidence of far more advanced beings being here and it is written on the pyramids.

it is just the difference of having to hide stuff or not having to hide stuff. this is where the human environment is either not harmony or is harmony. the map is what makes that difference. it is not something you have to work toward. it will steer itself. it is a universal language.

we have an evolution of body mechanism in us, but the system hides it from us. it would not be hidden if the antikythera mechanism was not lost at sea.

(incidentally that is speculated to have happened between 70BC and 60BC, and i have deducted that the age of pisces began in march 61BC with the most unheard of alignment in the heavens.)

i believe that in doing the technique,
memory might come back.

crystals are living as they are electricity the same as us. anything that moves is living. atoms move so everything is living. the tao.

i believe when the brain forms certain crystallization geometry, it multiplies it’s power. it would connect electric power everywhere in the brain. we have an elixir in us that travels our body, and forms as it adeptly transforms our structure. you can get it to flow, and it gets stronger and stronger. many things you wouldn’t imagine to be a subtle reminder to keep training your mind, turn into a thich naht hahn meditation bell, and off you go again flowing this power through yourself, but this isn’t like meditation as might have thought. this is electricity flowing and you can feel it clearly. you can look here if you are curious; ‘pay attention to the physicality of your brain’. then maybe think chakras, but it’s not a limited thing.

the key is to be able to relax the brain muscles physically, and particularly the section going from the middle of the back of the brain to the top of the spine. you will begin to feel the electric feeling, go from your brain all the way down your spine, and branch out to all of your body. another key is to imagine, or let, this sensation come back up the spine also, by relaxing the top large two sides of the brain to receive this. you can extend this by being conscious of the physicality of the middle front of the brain also, because this elixir is actually two substances, and one comes from the peturity gland which is there in the middle front, and the other one comes from the pinael gland, which is virtually above the spine, in the middle back area of the brain, but it is the relaxing the muscles inside the skull, that becomes you turning that flow on literally.

the mind goes quiet, and the sensation of the electric power traveling through you feels sound, empowering and very alive.

a helpful thing to be aware of, is that in my studies, i have found that it will not function correctly if you take alcohol periodically. it won’t stop this from being extremely beneficial, but the amount of electrical power won’t be as great to an astounding degree.

i’m not a teacher. i’m not above anything. i just get super excited with findings. everything is beautiful in it’s own way.

i believe i can give you this though. you get to a point where, that’s where you go as the awareness of the brain becomes more whole.

this is not information on how to survive the dysfunctional world that the human builds now. this is information on how to harmonically build the world of truth within the syncopation of the verse.

there is no spoon,
and i am an avatar.

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Author: Elf

i'm high functional autistic. 4th week tenth month in 2025; always remember who you are. entry third week forth month. it’s in august 2024; i have been practicing the movement of the tao. i have found Sun Wukong’s story helpful. enfant terrible. i have no need of becoming other than the being on the path exactly as i am. my friends have always been of other species. they are my kin as there is no shame there. Only the truth of me. entry last week of the first month. It’s in June 2024; Lately i’ve been doing vipassana meditation like a monastic seriously. 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Wednesday Wednesday bow bow violin lin wand wand yay yay. --------------------------------------------------------------- entry origin ginal al I have a limitless imagination. My brain is different and all i've ever wanted to do is be a super hero and fly. Basically, i just want to dance. i'm a dancer. i trained in ballet and ballroom extensively when i was younger. I’ve not met anyone who speaks my language. My life has been dramatic since i could cognize. All people who come in contact with me, want me to be something that i not only can't be, but i am not, and they all want me to be this for them, knowing full well that it's never going to happen. i am alien and they know it but deny it. People depict what human is in effort to not have me different or unique, but i am unmistakably different and cannot be what i am not. What is left out always is that an alien being is also capable of love. Every being is love. The word alien does not mean i wasn't born to this realm, but i have lived and alienated life constantly being told that i must learn to be different than i am, as i have described. I am not allowed to say what i have just said. there is a whole year not in existence in me at all. it was the year i was thirteen years old which is the year academia begins, but it’s truly not there as i remember the year before and the year after very clearly. i loved the year before so much that it is truly the only happy year in my whole life. the yard stick is that there is no memory of any teachers or any students. the only memory of my classroom was; i was standing near my desk in a daze and i felt that i went back into a sleep. i think just before this, was the memory of being belted so hard in front of a teacher’s class, (who i didn’t know and can’t really remember what he looked like), that my hand went to about 5 inches from the floor four times. there is the memory of a kid’s face in the yard, i think just before being taken from the yard by the teacher, and a kid calling me away from where he said to wait, and three more snapshot sized pieces of memory, two of being pushed to stir a fight by a kid, and one of a fight with him, and that’s it. the fight was upsetting as i hurt him thinking to be able to take care of myself if it meant a fight, was what i was supposed to learn but it felt not good. i just got left with sadness for him and shame. i hate hurting anything. it hurts so much. i don’t know the succession of these memories, and the memories of being pushed by him are so vague, i almost can’t see them. i don’t know if the belting had anything to do with the fight, or just because it was his agenda. he never told me, and things like the kid telling me to leave where i was supposed to wait for him, looked set up. the kid’s face in the yard was so surreal he looked like he wasn’t even from the school. he and the fight kid are the only faces i remember. him once quite clearly, and the fight kid three times very vaguely. that is the whole year’s memory. there’s no memories at all for exactly one year at school, and there is ‘so nothing’ that i don’t even know if i was at a school, and the school i was sent to the next year was so rough i couldn’t study. i left as soon as i could. it’s almost like there wasn’t a school. no class teacher, no teacher at all. no anything. (maybe i could be so bold to say that i'm a trashed child prodigy. Trashed from the beginning so this is what we get). (It's no-one's fault. It just is.) I believe i have found a tool to help bring every facet of Mother Earth back to the garden of Eden she is by having all human know exactly where they are in the movement of the eternal now. i really do want to give this concept of the unclock to the human. i never stop working on it. i want it to arrive now and i want it to be free and it can be. Please forgive me if i may not come to your site. This is because i am autistic and to an extremely over-sensitive level. I am so deeply grateful for your gift of visiting me thank you and much love from Soli/Elf and the rest of me