To Spell a Word

the i am, the i am, does not see why the human is like it is. Why did we let it get like this? i consciously cannot see the subduralized overlay in which i see all view point of worlds has oil painted the canvas of what virtual to be. i feel a pulsating elemental frequency of acute blindness to virtues of strike. It has always been this way. i am caught in the spell and swirling the distortion of form, but i cannot comprehend how the spell is desired. i see not a human i concert la ohm. i have felt the pain of marriage in the wood. Kin folk disbanded, flowers and bees, rippled bark trees i am in these.

The spell of word.

It pushes you out of what you already were and already are. The challenge is to be what you already were and already are in the face of manipulation that is impressed upon you. Whilst failing this challenge the human is a direct ingredient for the recipe of the manipulation of all humans to create for themselves, a fabricated self that is imprisoned in time. This is deeply set in the human psych as they are trained to spell blindly.

It is not wise to believe that the virtual world of Second Life is a game and the so called “Real Life” is not.

Thought = past/future.
Past/future = identity.
Identity = ego.
Ego = superiority.
Superiority = win/lose.
Win/lose = game.

Death is joy.
Being is dance.
There is only now.
Real you is the observer.
No label, no labels.

In the introduction at the beginning of every episode of the television series called, “Monkey Magic”, or simply, “Monkey”, it is stated, “With our thought, we make the world”.

I believe this is the definition of the word, “world”. It is a spell. The being is pushed to not only identify with the self they fabricated with the art of thought, but they are trained to believe that is who they are. They become so blind, they cannot see that they are the observer of this happening. They are not this happening. The real being has fallen to a deep sleep.

The majority of human has fallen into such a deep sleep that they cannot remember they are the wordless observer with the power of creation and the bonded harmony of the oneness of the entirety. They cannot see that the baby is not only more wise than they, but is acutely awakened to what is, so in turn they proceed to put the baby to sleep. They cannot see the animal. They cannot see nature. They cannot see their own mother, this heavenly body who birthed them, so they are at war with her. The sleep is far deep in the reflected primaries of the looking glass.

Thought removes the human from now. It places the human in the deep sleep which means they are residing only in the past or only in the future. They are rarely here, or in many cases, they are never here. They are in a thought dream. The word is the spell used to manipulate the human into the prison of time. The art of labeling closes and locks the prison door that creates the exile from the realm of the experiential now. Once this has happened the human cannot see. They will only see the word. They are under the spell.

They even cannot see, that this is the very faerie tale that was told to them in the early stages of them themselves entering the world. The spell manipulated them to believe that the picture they saw upon hearing these stories was somewhere else. They did not know it was happening to them as the dreamland of thought lullabied their slumber.

This is the direct translation of the blindness installed in the human by use of the word. Once the word has encompassingly become their reality, they cannot be awake to now.

The spell of the word has brought the art of measurement. The art of measurement has brought dislocation. Dislocation has brought separation. The word told the human that they are stationary, and they must not be, because from moment on, thought is to be their soul’s revered reality. The art of measurement is word. Measurement is not the observer’s experience but an overlay of pretense that can only reside in time. It does not see the cosmological movement. It is a fabricated fantasy that is disconnected from what is.

The spell is; [‘the disconnected from what is’, “word of measurement”].

The being is the infinite mathematical equational ebb and flow map of fertility in motion who contains the simplicity of the complexity of the one that is.

i do not know anything. i maybe totally blind, or have a physically damaged brain, but i do not see even the human who their being is in the most awakened state known to human, to bring with them the most important essence ‘in which they were born with’. All look to have either lost it, renounced it, can’t see it, or simply don’t know what it is. In all i see, this what i refer to, has been placed outside of all selves due to the process of the word. i speak of all human i have ever encountered on any platform of reality i have ever experienced. i have not seen it in anyone. i am perplexed. Perhaps in i am, there it is an extremely deep seeded soul energy of perpetual frequency that cannot be not, and therefore will not, or simply cannot go to the place of leave it behind, as there not be realm of photonic aether songbird, the movement of shall be, which is what this is.

All what is, can only ever be, all what is. The panoponic weightlessness of elemental sincerity leaves thought to cry for game. For the sake of protection, the danger is created.

If this essence i speak of yet not attempt to describe or even mention, was not lost, mother earth would not be dying of cancer because this essence is all there is. It holds the infinite soul trigonometry of the verse in all direction at once.

The human does not have to do time. There is a map available. This ‘what they left behind’, they cannot not have it. They are it. There is other realm but the door of the word is densely opaque. The key is out of their reach and the door is far too small, but it be open in truth as the heart cannot fall.

Now is outside of time. Now has no thought. Now is who the human is. Now is what everything is. It is always now and now is always an essence that has never been seen or experienced ever before. Now is not moment. It is the movement of constant change and it cannot be measured. Now is the dance.

World

i was scrolling through a three dimensional digital model website and as before i felt a vision of a limitless world. There are some very impressive models on this particular site and the picture on the home page is an extremely realistic scene of the world we refer to as the real world.

It almost begs the question, “how would we know what is so called, “real”?”. And, if we make the world we live in with our thoughts as the story of the Buddha tells us, then what would be the difference? It lets me see that we don’t actually know at all the answer to this question at all.

i don’t see the concept of virtual worlds as a separation from nature issue as most people do or would do. i see this as opening a door to let us really see it all.

V8 stern drive speed boat

On browsing the three dimensional digital model web site, i feel the desire to go to a fully functional virtual reality world or at least be in the same room as people who have the same kind of creative vision. I feel drawn to be able to build this world. I saw and felt environmental scenes in my mind of an incredible ability to manipulate this world and to be able to see or merely comprehend the digital framework that holds this world together and actually be able to dance with the world.

To be able to glide my hand and reshape objects around me.

I have built some more models and i am happy with my ability as it develops. When the human was in the analog stage of development i found it a little bit difficult to work these tools but when digital arrived i took to it like it was second nature. I believe that the door that may open if the correct direction was taken, would be so user friendly it would contain an element of oneness.

V8 motor

i still use my planetarium as my daily guide rather than the time clock and i still want to build a world based on this map and the map of earth. If the mother boards of computers involved to run this visualized virtual world, used the direct movement of planet Earth for the actual computer’s knowledge of its own bearing, instead of using the time clock, i believe the largest door known to the human race would open.

i have the V8 speed boat set with the ability to go very fast and i can use reverse as a brake. I can stop her in a very short distance then because i am using reverse to do this, it acts like a sling shot and get catapulted to the next chosen direction if i pounce on the forward control. It is all done in the conduction of dance as the turn control is blended into the movement also.

Soli’s barge house

My visions of cities, buildings, foreign planetary environments, vast open deserts, small villages and seas including under water environments is limitless. Hyper-space travel would be awesome.

If everything on all maps were done to the dimensions we know of on Earth and the cosmos around us, the insight obtained by default would be phenomenal.

If we are in the third dimension then the creation of what we call the virtual world is to let us come to know a more expansive dimension with the comprehension of element of dimension itself to an exponentially expandable level of reality.

This i feel is a concern. i am concerned for the human race. i don’t know what i feel about my direction as i live but i have been living in a virtual world for almost fifteen years and i have never blended into a community successfully in my life. This is all i know.

and i am not convinced of any of my surroundings except that everything is real

The future, the unclock and the art of non-busy-ness

i believe the general human population of planet Earth has not imagined the truth of what this heavenly body may look like, and how the environment may be after the great shift that we are supposedly in the middle of, concludes its spike on the graph and pans out into the new age.

i remember as a child we laughed at the thought of people bottling water and selling it. Now we laugh at the fact that your car is beginning to tell you if you are driving in a healthy or an unhealthy manner.

i believe these are merely the preliminary stages of a grand shift into the new age. When they introduced the computer, the statement people would say to you when you were considering obtaining one was, “you need to have an idea of what you want to use it for”. Now the human is using them for rather practical tasks but the computer is still not fully grown. It is still in its early infant stages indeed.

Computers are like a baby that human has given birth to and once fully grown they will be able to create infrastructure. It will be possible to have cities like we see in the futuristic movies but the human still does not see it coming.

It will be when the big brother begins to see, and stops lording over the other siblings that the true shift will take place.

Our realm is in transformation and the human need see they do not need to exhaust planet Earth of her resources in order to sustain themselves. Once human realizes they are a resident of, and a vital existence in oneness of the cosmos rather than restricting their mind to the limited image of time and money, harmony has a chance.

The human largely still thinks that inventions and machines are only thought of and created so that life can be easier in a luxurious way, and therefore it is thought of that they are built solely as a way to give the human more power and control not realizing that this is a fallacy. They miss the point entirely. It is not possible to obtain happiness in this manner.

If you reduce the non-stop running thoughts that constantly sound in your mind, you can be happy. Simply by being aware of your breathe in everything you do will let you actually experience everything you do, and whilst doing this practice you are able to see that all attributes to be happy are already here now. If the mind is alive in consciousness of breathe, one can observe all feelings then proceed to accept them and nurture them as a feeling rather than as a thought. The outcome of this lets you grow to become more compassionate to your neighbor and all human are encouraged to evolve positively, creating a realm where every being would eventually have only good intent.

Living with knowing where the heavenly bodies are on the unclock map of movement, rather than the time clock of moment, the art of non-busy-ness is brought about because time is money and money is not needed if consciousness is a realm of an always now in motion. In this state of being the human is not waiting for something anymore and therefore all can experience every minute detail in their life of ever change that is not trying to get to somewhere else.

This is a shift of the mind that constitutes a shift into another dimension.

It begins in the home.

As it moves, it changes.

Its organic.

There is beauty all around and everyone is already home.

i want to build the unclock.

A few years ago, i had a sudden thought that if the human race was to use the cosmos for their movement rather than time for their moment, perhaps they would move away from money because time is money, and therefore money would not be significant whilst the human lives in the now.

If they moved away from money, no-one would desire to take from others for survival. There would be no more starvation of human and no more wars because there would be no win/lose mind-set. No dominance and less ego as the human took up what was possibly the way of the ancients. Or maybe it’s the way of the next astrological age.

i want to build a motherboard that uses the Earth’s exact action for its movement rather than time for moment. If this motherboard was small enough to fit in a wrist watch and could create a holographic view around the wearer of where the Sun and Moon is, the wearer would co-ordinate their life to where they are, not when they are.

They would always be now, and they would edit now.

On this ecliptic of the Sun and Moon they would see the horizon, the mid-heaven, the equinoxes, the solstices and the constellation boundaries. They would know which way the Earth is facing by a little figurine of themselves standing on Earth which is hovering just above the wrist watch.

Other heavenly bodies could be added. It is limitless as to how one could personalize it.

All decisions would be made in the precision of the exact where they are in the whole cosmos now.

i believe this tool could change the shape of the human race toward the truth. As the cells of the brain diminish and emerge, so to the harmonic awakening of the once lost garden of Eden may come to light.

We are a mathematical pattern

We physically change to the degree that we are not the same being in which we were yesterday. We have created new body cells over night. We are constantly creating new body cells as other body cells are disappearing or meta-morphing into something else.

i’m totally fascinated with the possibilities of a multitude of mathematical formulae or full of ecstatic enthusiasm of the thought that happenings may have one amazing formula that constitutes and or relates to the most dynamic power of the movement of now.

animating the avatar

The Mandelbrot set, or Collatz conjecture in constant flux painting the picture of life.

I believe, or feel everything that is, is in a constant formulated mathematical pattern of complete shedding of self and rebuild and it is always now.

All is eternal. All is a dance of mathematical precision.

Music has no meaning. It’s a beautiful mathematical pattern in the here and now.

i want to build a computer that can map anything.

i want to build a computer that hinges on the cosmos for movement, and not time for moment. One that the motherboard is in direct connection with and driven by Earth’s exact movement.

i wonder if it is possible for this computer to be able to sense any heavenly body with something that everything has, like a frequency?

I wonder if it is possible to build a platform with a post in each corner supporting shock absorbing tethers to a harness in which one could wear and therefore be in total virtual reality. Then in this virtual reality be able to go to anywhere on the map that the planetary driven computer offers.

all is what all is

i am not going to improve the world and i am not going to improve myself.

i am just what i am.

The animals are wise.

They don’t hide their truth.

She tells me nothing.

She shares with me everything.

i don’t need to survive.

i am everything.

There is no spoon.

There is no meaning.

There is no end or finish. There isn’t even a beginning.

Dance is alive. It doesn’t have a destination. It just lives.

Without the space between things, there would be no things.

The intervals are magic.

There is no real or not real. Everything is an existence. Human works to beat nature into submission to no avail. They used all the trees to print controlling meta to harness nature but have been removing a mustard of their own self in doing so. What is labeled worthless is precious, and what it labeled of value destroys this precious being.

A game has been designed, but in doing so the truth has been shelved to be unseen. The creation of rules gives an addiction to never being here now. There is always a goal, and the human has forgotten that they made a magic trick on themselves by creating the rules. They threw away the key to the door of truth and forgot that there ever was one.

In mathematics, there are patterns and structures that are truths. A rule is simply a chosen restriction by a human in order to obtain control.

Now they must dominate and police to stay in comfort. They hurt and farm the being who is exactly the same as them in the same way they farm nature to its death. Nature is the human so the human remains in pain. Every attempt to lift themselves from this pain is done with the exact tool that put them there because they cannot remember.

To let thought be observed as it flows like a ripple on the ocean. To reside in the now and be as the tree. To never farm but rather to know and feel, that the equation of equanimity equality and the balance of two equals one, is truth. All is one.

One cannot arrange something without this something arranging one.

human is waking up by default

This is not an individual action.

All can see and it cannot be hidden.

The happiness will not come later.

There is only now.

Everyone has agreed to have a difficult world, but everyone will not be able to not see, that this does not need to be and it is changing now.

Human does not need money.

The building material is there whether the money is or not.

There maybe a certain amount of material but its there whether money is or not.

Grow food.

Eat it.

Get wood.

Build.

Make a computer.

Create from nothing.

There is no cause and effect.

It is all one thing.

Yin and yang is one thing.

Black and white is one thing.

Land and water is one thing.

You and everything else is one thing.

You are both cause and effect.

It is becoming more and more visible.

Its all you.

You cannot hide and you cannot hide it.

As you wake up, you will see that you do not need to hide because everyone else is you.

In what is known as the great depression, the wood and the opportunity to grow food were still there.

Everything is always already here.

Money is simply a measuring device.

Without it, everyone can eat.

We have the ability to build anything.

Its a matter of letting go what is determined as real and what is not.

What you feel physically can be induced by a myriad of realms.

In your dreams, you receive the same body sensation as in what you call your awake world.

Its a world just like a virtual world, is a world.

With the mobile phone, everyone is already in the virtual world.

No-one is computer illiterate.

Can you not see the future?

The future is always here.

Consider the past, and you will see the future.

All old vehicles have disappeared.

The vehicles you ride in now, will disappear.

If you can let go of your definition of what reality is, you don’t need money, and all can have food.

This will happen anyway.

If you take a good look at now, you will see that we are coming to a place where not one thing is, or can be hidden.

The is not something that can be stopped.

It is already now.

We all know that we all know.

Everyone is connected to everyone already.

We touch a few buttons and we connect.

That was not here in the past.

Imagine the future.

Can you not see this?

Face time is almost a 3D avatar.

When you do face time, you do actually remotely operate a 3D model external to the avatar, (meaning what you call your body), in which you sit in whilst in front of the computer or mobile phone. It is a digital model that you create and it is readily becoming three dimensionally external to the screen that the observer watches to communicate with you.

Technology will not create something we don’t already have.

Technology is teaching the human or evolving the human to the art of extra sensory perception.

It is waking up the human to what they already can do.

You already can do this art of feeling each other’s mind as this is the same magic that is used to convince the human that it needs money, and once it realizes it doesn’t by the arrival of the coming visual, you will open your mind to all others.

This is happening regardless of what the human thinks it is doing.

You know me.

I know you.

stuff i been work’n on

i’ve been building a 3D model raft and i have discovered a wonderful painting technique that holds tremendous scope for animation movie making and world building. If you can look close up, you can see the development of my technique from where i was when i was building the house to where i am in building the raft.

my new raft

i’m totally solipsistic.
i honestly know nothing else.

i bought the hover car in the feature picture, then i totally modified and rebuilt it to a large degree, and i’m still developing it. i have it so it will dash so fast. There is almost no acceleration or deceleration. It’s like it hits top speed instantly and it’s super fast, like one of those super fast insects, and stops as fast as it started.

i keep thinking, when i going to meet the person who can actually see my work? That would be so cool actually being around someone to workshop stuff with.

Its to do with the extent of study and the depth of, and or focal standpoint of perception.

my most joyful book

Everyone was frustrated with me when i was little, maybe coz i like building stuff and they didn’t get it.

i built this avatar in a tutorial and it makes me so happy coz i can visualize mini movies.

build anything

an i made this one too in another tutorial. This one is exciting coz i learned something truly awesome with the rigging. I can get a skeleton that is so awesome i have dance exuding out of my mind.

low poly build

my imagination is the most predominant attribute in me. my mind is in another reality.

Its to do with,,,,,,,, how big is the picture one can see from? What is the direct truth of what we are in? What is it in all truth, that the human is building now?

there is a formula where this is real and it is created from nothing

Can one see from a feeling of seeing from a stand point that induces the sight of the infinite picture that shows that every aspect of being can be perspected into one formula?

One essence.

i haven’t met one yet but i can’t believe they don’t exist. i believe everyone can but they have not yet thought of the concept of total transformative eradication and supplementation of brain heart body mind usage.

Existence as a key.

i’m speaking of a construct where words cease to be able to paint the picture and this is why people like Van Gogh have eternal existence. i believe this is because even though people may not be conscious of it, the human mind, actually does know everything.

i wanna build a world. A limitless world. One where i can visit anywhere in the cosmos by using a planetarium as the world map. That way i could just dash anywhere in my avatar. i could be anywhere on planet Earth. i could see the world where everyone resides as well as the extended built world that is enabling the limitlessness.

The map is the secret. It’s what sets up the infinite and it’s what i believe no-one has yet thought of as foundation for the melding of the tangible with the intangible. Its where one can see that the imagination is real.

Imagine it.

Create it.

You don’t need anything.