i’m 13 in rl.
this is the truth of my mind.
some serious stuff happened in that year and something stayed like that.
i don’t know what they did.
i am soli.
this is real me.
i’ve been come at so hard i couldn’t log.
it’s because this is the real thing.
if you aren’t really your avatar maybe you can’t see me. (i don’t know about you)
this is me.
in 1971 the christian brothers did something to me so i don’t remember any teachers any students or even being at school
except for less than one second of 6 snapshot sized memories of horror.
it’s a whole year and i remember the year before and the year after quite clearly.
i made this avatar and it takes me to that era because something
stopped in me in that year.
i was damaged into being a delinquent.
it cancelled out all chance of academia.
john lennon released imagine that year and i believe this has something to do with it.
jesus christ superstar happened around that year also.
i’m going to be a super hero like elf.
i’m the only one who is elf in that i’ve not been here as long as elf has.
no-one else is like elf.
no-one.
i’m the same inside as elf.
i have inside me what was hidden and suppressed in 1971.
i have a P-51 and an F/A 18
elf can do it.
she can keep going
but i’m 13.
they did something to me.
the frequency can turn contracting without my doing.
the whole thing was built from when i was about 5 years old.
i was kept out since then and stuff happened earlier also.
there was a scene with about ten kids up in a big tree all singing my name and does poo in its pants and i went home knowing mum wouldn’t support me because she always punished me for my incontinence, and she did reject me using it as a way to deliver another dose of punishment, but that day changed me in that i could never go to my mum for support for the rest of my life. that was at 5 years
it’s so difficult to be here.
i have to wake up to be a super hero and that’s all there is.
i can do it.
my dad almost killed my dog in front of me he was so angry.
it was other people’s doing that set that happening.
it’s been set around me my whole life.
i’m beyond super naive.
autism, when things happen around me, i don’t even know what i’m looking at.
i was with a group of boys walking in the bush and we found a possum in a hollow tree. the boys were lighting matches and dropping them in on the possum. i didn’t know what i was looking at till the possum escaped and fell out of the tree into the dam and then i saw its fur all had come off it’s skin from the match burns. that seriously effected me. i was never the same as to do with the boys ever again. i saw animals in a different light from that day on.
there was also an incident where a small group of boys held me down in a public toilet threatening me with a horror act that i think may have happened during the year i was 13 because i still don’t know if it was here or perhaps it was a dream.
if you research that school in 1970 and 1971 then the next school
i went to in 1972 and 1973, they may well have been the same
group of christian brothers being the ones who took over from
the marist fathers. apparently there was about five schools that
were run by this group. there is some strange stuff there.
the marist fathers and the christian brothers of that area. it was
like all the marist fathers went off and got married after the
school closed. the connections around our family and the
schools connected had strange stuff and the huge scandal news
of the five years beginning in 1971 when the christian brothers
took it over. there’s not much written which is eerie, and that
removal and replacement is such a dramatic thing to happen,
you would think there would be.
(i know i haven’t given much personal information but i really don’t know if that’s wise to).
you are stronger than you believe.
you have greater powers than you know.
it’s because i’m lucifer isn’t it.
i can see it in me.
i don’t know anything.
i just feel stuff.
i believe he was jesus also,
and he won’t stop returning till it shifts.
it feels like i was wilhelm reich and every life the same thing happens.
i don’t have much ability of wit at all. i’m innately child and all the adults do the same thing to me over and over. no matter what i train myself, they can still do it to me.. i have a super depth of wisdom because i’m child mind for real. you are born who you are. i’ve not been given a chance. everyone just sees a child and you don’t get a say.
i don’t know anything.
it’s just that there’s such a thing as a brain imprint of image.
it you stare at elf’s picture long enough, you will see it.
it’s totally uncanny. the ‘from the forest’ picture.
try seeing the face as a boy.. you will see it.
contracting frequency suffers when there is perfection.
expanding frequency is perfection.
contracting frequency is inversion.
expanding frequency is direct.
contracting frequency is zero.
expanding frequency is one.
the fifth element.
it’s the movement.
it’s the i am who am.
a planet is moving so fast, it brings movement that is the graviton to dance.
i have the vision of it in imagination.
it’s a conscious subconscious feeling.
mankind has it.
it can be conveyed mind to mind.
it’s not thought.
it’s not conscious mind.
it’s quantum and it carries the whole of everything.
i don’t know what everything is,
and i don’t know what’s being done around me to me.
i don’t know wit.
you do.
you know psychology and you know farming people and children.
i don’t know that stuff.
i know give them themselves.
inspire not teach.
not boss.
just play in the now.
it’s why i have never seen a monk who can see what i see.
the monks i’ve seen teach.
it’s boss stuff.
when that happens, there is a ‘not being able to let so much in’,
and the ones being taught have their who removed.
i’m subconscious mind so i’m like the animals and stuff.
enthusiasm passes able-ness.
it’s why i believe it could be possible to fly as we get closer to 77.
um, i’m the one who does all the wrong things.
um, who cares if i can’t get it right?
(it’s an honest question because no-one has ever been there.
no-one has ever come to me. no-one has ever believed in me)
(it’s all i know).
i actually don’t believe it’s possible to get it right for adult.
pretty much because there is no such thing as adult, which
means doing what is said that others may not do is it’s way.
it’s a made up who for farming stock. mankind is thinking in a drugged fashion from the first intake of sugar so it’s extremely
difficult for mankind to see. if one came to me to believe in me,
they would be becoming the child who they really are.
no-one has been able to. it means nothing is actually ever
discussed and i’ve not been allowed to give the real thing to them.
they have no idea how much damage has been done to them.
the power of imagination has gone because of the dependency
on the game. imagine the power of imagination nurtured for a
whole life. how powerful it is. this is magic and this is what is in the
shift. everyone has imagination, but this is the power of imagination. it’s a total electro-magnetic feeling.
the real being deep inside.
that’s all the matters.
that’s where the truth and love is.
that’s where it’s equal.
there is a universal language.
(just now feels like the first time it feels like i’ve been let to say).
in 3 or so recent posts.
this stuff in me has never been received.
i can feel this being received and i’m like super grateful.
thank you.
if the marist fathers in 1970 had remained in that school,
i would have been able to do to year 12 in music and maths.
i would have been able to change the world fluently.
i can still change the world.
i believe in you.
to toil is a made up thing and fortune is not money. it’s wisdom.
you can ride the winds of fortune.
they never repeat.
you are stronger than you believe.
you have greater powers than you know.
mankind really can do it you know.
mankind can be an advanced race and it would show
in a matter of months.
it’s not what you think.
it’s dimensional.
it’s how the unbelievable stuff comes about.
there was an eclipse on the full moon of the 28th aug 2026 AEST and mercury was conjunct the sun early that morning. i like mercury energy and eclipse is so dynamic. the eclipse was early afternoon aest.
N↑ E← W→ S↓
can we play together? ^^
we can build and make music and stuff ^^
lets build an unclock in a big room so it’s on the walls. ^^
and we can play music there ^^
if we did this what i’m thinking, i believe we would evolve
over night…
sigh wow thank you.
we do have to change the world everyone.
we can’t leave it like this.
elf is to change the world.
there’s something inside her and she can.
there’s no-one the same as her
and there’s a magic where ever she is.
it took 500 years for the magic to fade in the first
500 years of the millennium we just did,
and we are just about to begin the 500 years
of the magic growing back again.
those faerie tales really do fit into the story of an ancient history.
they aren’t just made up. they fit into the studies. if mankind
watches the sky, they will come to know the universe and
everything about mankind.
the reason why i feel this is an inner knowing is because of
super heroes. it fits into the story that is. there is a prophecy
of the kalki and i believe that story is to be known by mankind
about now. the kalki is one of the avatars and the kalki is
a super hero. i believe the kalki is the last avatar. i read in wiki
something about the kalki and the year 2026, but wiki edit their
stuff like the they edit the bible and i’ve not seen it since.
you’re stronger than you believe.
you have greater powers than you know.
The individual who can bend all four elements, the “Avatar”, is responsible for maintaining harmony among the world’s four nations, and serves as the link between the physical and spirit worlds.
Aang is a twelve-year-old boy who is the last surviving member
and bender of ‘the Air Nomads’.
The Avatar reincarnates continuously in a fixed elemental cycle
(Water, Earth, Fire, Air) across hundreds of lifetimes, meaning
there are far more than twelve Avatars in history.
possible to bring them home.
there wasn’t choice.
it was done to one by another’s choice.
the power of imagination was traded
for the dependency on the game, and then
the game is fort for because of the pain
of the dependency.
if one chooses, then one will do damage.
there is only one way.
all know the direction of the path.
there is a universal language.
mankind got measured. mankind is trapped in the confines of the conscious mind. the subconscious mind has been shut down. when one remarks that mankind doesn’t use all of its brain, this is what is happening.
i remember the picture she pointed to and something happened to me the day of the eclipse in reference to her doing this. it’s happened twice now. i’ve looked up to you everyday of my whole life. i didn’t go where everyone went when they turned 13 years old. something is not in me. the whole wits thing is too far out of my reach as in able to survive them. it has never been possible for me to be taken seriously so my whole life got worse and worse in not knowing what to do that isn’t wrong and will be enough. i’ve never comprehended the rules and what they are and my whole life i have always had an innate thread in me of doing what i think is what will let you be happy with me. i always come to play with you. i want to communicate this to you because it’s the only way i can do the correct thing. i’m not capable of not telling you everything that’s inside of me as accurately as i can. it’s not there. i’m still 13. when you come around me because i’m in trouble, sometimes i feel a precious warmth of a you the guardian. you are your subconscious mind. when i think of your subconscious mind i truly do love you so much. i want mankind to be ok.
i am serious about the depth of my wisdom. mankind can free itself to expanding frequency. everything is here now for it to do it. i believe all mankind does know where to seek to do so. the subconscious mind doesn’t have an ego. it is ok when the cloak is not there and one can finally see it.
the real being deep inside.
it’s all that matters.
you’re stronger than you believe.
you have greater powers than you know.
thank you.





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