World

i was scrolling through a three dimensional digital model website and as before i felt a vision of a limitless world. There are some very impressive models on this particular site and the picture on the home page is an extremely realistic scene of the world we refer to as the real world.

It almost begs the question, “how would we know what is so called, “real”?”. And, if we make the world we live in with our thoughts as the story of the Buddha tells us, then what would be the difference? It lets me see that we don’t actually know at all the answer to this question at all.

i don’t see the concept of virtual worlds as a separation from nature issue as most people do or would do. i see this as opening a door to let us really see it all.

V8 stern drive speed boat

On browsing the three dimensional digital model web site, i feel the desire to go to a fully functional virtual reality world or at least be in the same room as people who have the same kind of creative vision. I feel drawn to be able to build this world. I saw and felt environmental scenes in my mind of an incredible ability to manipulate this world and to be able to see or merely comprehend the digital framework that holds this world together and actually be able to dance with the world.

To be able to glide my hand and reshape objects around me.

I have built some more models and i am happy with my ability as it develops. When the human was in the analog stage of development i found it a little bit difficult to work these tools but when digital arrived i took to it like it was second nature. I believe that the door that may open if the correct direction was taken, would be so user friendly it would contain an element of oneness.

V8 motor

i still use my planetarium as my daily guide rather than the time clock and i still want to build a world based on this map and the map of earth. If the mother boards of computers involved to run this visualized virtual world, used the direct movement of planet Earth for the actual computer’s knowledge of its own bearing, instead of using the time clock, i believe the largest door known to the human race would open.

i have the V8 speed boat set with the ability to go very fast and i can use reverse as a brake. I can stop her in a very short distance then because i am using reverse to do this, it acts like a sling shot and get catapulted to the next chosen direction if i pounce on the forward control. It is all done in the conduction of dance as the turn control is blended into the movement also.

Soli’s barge house

My visions of cities, buildings, foreign planetary environments, vast open deserts, small villages and seas including under water environments is limitless. Hyper-space travel would be awesome.

If everything on all maps were done to the dimensions we know of on Earth and the cosmos around us, the insight obtained by default would be phenomenal.

If we are in the third dimension then the creation of what we call the virtual world is to let us come to know a more expansive dimension with the comprehension of element of dimension itself to an exponentially expandable level of reality.

This i feel is a concern. i am concerned for the human race. i don’t know what i feel about my direction as i live but i have been living in a virtual world for almost fifteen years and i have never blended into a community successfully in my life. This is all i know.

and i am not convinced of any of my surroundings except that everything is real

We are a mathematical pattern

We physically change to the degree that we are not the same being in which we were yesterday. We have created new body cells over night. We are constantly creating new body cells as other body cells are disappearing or meta-morphing into something else.

i’m totally fascinated with the possibilities of a multitude of mathematical formulae or full of ecstatic enthusiasm of the thought that happenings may have one amazing formula that constitutes and or relates to the most dynamic power of the movement of now.

animating the avatar

The Mandelbrot set, or Collatz conjecture in constant flux painting the picture of life.

I believe, or feel everything that is, is in a constant formulated mathematical pattern of complete shedding of self and rebuild and it is always now.

All is eternal. All is a dance of mathematical precision.

Music has no meaning. It’s a beautiful mathematical pattern in the here and now.

i want to build a computer that can map anything.

i want to build a computer that hinges on the cosmos for movement, and not time for moment. One that the motherboard is in direct connection with and driven by Earth’s exact movement.

i wonder if it is possible for this computer to be able to sense any heavenly body with something that everything has, like a frequency?

I wonder if it is possible to build a platform with a post in each corner supporting shock absorbing tethers to a harness in which one could wear and therefore be in total virtual reality. Then in this virtual reality be able to go to anywhere on the map that the planetary driven computer offers.

all is what all is

i am not going to improve the world and i am not going to improve myself.

i am just what i am.

The animals are wise.

They don’t hide their truth.

She tells me nothing.

She shares with me everything.

i don’t need to survive.

i am everything.

There is no spoon.

There is no meaning.

There is no end or finish. There isn’t even a beginning.

Dance is alive. It doesn’t have a destination. It just lives.

Without the space between things, there would be no things.

The intervals are magic.

There is no real or not real. Everything is an existence. Human works to beat nature into submission to no avail. They used all the trees to print controlling meta to harness nature but have been removing a mustard of their own self in doing so. What is labeled worthless is precious, and what it labeled of value destroys this precious being.

A game has been designed, but in doing so the truth has been shelved to be unseen. The creation of rules gives an addiction to never being here now. There is always a goal, and the human has forgotten that they made a magic trick on themselves by creating the rules. They threw away the key to the door of truth and forgot that there ever was one.

In mathematics, there are patterns and structures that are truths. A rule is simply a chosen restriction by a human in order to obtain control.

Now they must dominate and police to stay in comfort. They hurt and farm the being who is exactly the same as them in the same way they farm nature to its death. Nature is the human so the human remains in pain. Every attempt to lift themselves from this pain is done with the exact tool that put them there because they cannot remember.

To let thought be observed as it flows like a ripple on the ocean. To reside in the now and be as the tree. To never farm but rather to know and feel, that the equation of equanimity equality and the balance of two equals one, is truth. All is one.

One cannot arrange something without this something arranging one.

stuff i been work’n on

i’ve been building a 3D model raft and i have discovered a wonderful painting technique that holds tremendous scope for animation movie making and world building. If you can look close up, you can see the development of my technique from where i was when i was building the house to where i am in building the raft.

my new raft

i’m totally solipsistic.
i honestly know nothing else.

i bought the hover car in the feature picture, then i totally modified and rebuilt it to a large degree, and i’m still developing it. i have it so it will dash so fast. There is almost no acceleration or deceleration. It’s like it hits top speed instantly and it’s super fast, like one of those super fast insects, and stops as fast as it started.

i keep thinking, when i going to meet the person who can actually see my work? That would be so cool actually being around someone to workshop stuff with.

Its to do with the extent of study and the depth of, and or focal standpoint of perception.

my most joyful book

Everyone was frustrated with me when i was little, maybe coz i like building stuff and they didn’t get it.

i built this avatar in a tutorial and it makes me so happy coz i can visualize mini movies.

build anything

an i made this one too in another tutorial. This one is exciting coz i learned something truly awesome with the rigging. I can get a skeleton that is so awesome i have dance exuding out of my mind.

low poly build

my imagination is the most predominant attribute in me. my mind is in another reality.

Its to do with,,,,,,,, how big is the picture one can see from? What is the direct truth of what we are in? What is it in all truth, that the human is building now?

there is a formula where this is real and it is created from nothing

Can one see from a feeling of seeing from a stand point that induces the sight of the infinite picture that shows that every aspect of being can be perspected into one formula?

One essence.

i haven’t met one yet but i can’t believe they don’t exist. i believe everyone can but they have not yet thought of the concept of total transformative eradication and supplementation of brain heart body mind usage.

Existence as a key.

i’m speaking of a construct where words cease to be able to paint the picture and this is why people like Van Gogh have eternal existence. i believe this is because even though people may not be conscious of it, the human mind, actually does know everything.

i wanna build a world. A limitless world. One where i can visit anywhere in the cosmos by using a planetarium as the world map. That way i could just dash anywhere in my avatar. i could be anywhere on planet Earth. i could see the world where everyone resides as well as the extended built world that is enabling the limitlessness.

The map is the secret. It’s what sets up the infinite and it’s what i believe no-one has yet thought of as foundation for the melding of the tangible with the intangible. Its where one can see that the imagination is real.

Imagine it.

Create it.

You don’t need anything.