It got taken down from youtube and it breaks my heart so much. There is nothing i know i can do about it. i honestly don’t know who or how to contact anyone from youtube and it hurts so much because youtube was its best outlet. It was highlighted on my youtube channel and i can’t even do anything with a highlighted video now. It’s greyed out. I don’t know if they saw it as inappropriate. i don’t know anything. i may have even simply been hacked. i have no idea. This address you are looking at right now said someone hacked into here by some form of email address code tool, so who knows what is happening.
It was actually the first dance video i ever did and it worked!
i did this dance video in 2018 after having worked as a dance master and DJ at Club Elfin in the virtual world of Second Life. Credit goes to Aki who is or was another dance master and DJ at Club Elfin, because she built the HUD you will see at the bottom of the video. We use this HUD to select the dance animations. Many dance masters do amazing programed set-ups with this HUD as it can do a lot more than i choose to do with it. i use it in real time. Each animation has been done by a professional dancer being recorded and then perhaps a little tidy up edit in the computer program to make roughly a 40 second animation. Please don’t get distracted from the dance as you may lose the feeling this video can give you, but if you watch it a few times, you can see my cursor hovering over the Hud ready to hit the next dance animation right on the beat specifically for that 8 bars or so of an individual part of the track of music. i rehearsed this dance choreography for about a moon’s month and these dancers, meaning the real life dancers who actually made the animations, are still two of my most favorite and most honored dancers.
i’ve been working towards doing my own dance in my real life body in my lounge room and having the ability to animate my avatar as i do it. i am a trained ballet dancer and also have done extensive training in ballroom dance. I’ve been studying computer animation for fifteen years now and i will keep training in computer to get there, to the place where i can truly express from ground up, like i am able to with my guitar now. i have been training with my guitar and music seriously since Nineteen Ninety-one and the next step with my guitar, which i’m working on this moon month is recording.
The music on this video is done by an especially talented professional musician by the name of Osman Grey. If you like his work you can find it at; https://osmangrey.bandcamp.com/album/get-it-out-2
The dancers who performed and recorded the actual dance to make the animations are; Bran and Hung from Okeyo and I do not know the dancer’s name from 4DStudio, but they have named the dance “Rush”. The first half of the music, is Bran’s and Hung’s moves and the second half is Rush. You will know when it shifts into Rush. It’s well worth getting to see it all.
i Elf, choreographed exactly where to place each individual animation according to the music, as i and Rhoda danced them in this video. There is no editing. We dance start to finish live. It is deep meditation for me to perform. i am the music. i am the dance.
Get It Out Music by Osman Grey dance choreography by Elf wingtips Dance animations from Okeyo and 4DStudio
Music by Osman Grey.
Music track; Get it Out.
Dance choreography; Elf Wingtips
Dancers; Elf Wingtips and Rhoda.(these two avatars are both me).
Dance Animations are from two stores in Second Life; Okeyo with dancers, “Bran and Hung”, and 4DStudio with the dance called “Rush”.
i was allowed the use of the little set by a friend inworld called, Trisha Rose, but sadly i don’t know who made this little set.
i didn’t put it back up on youtube because i don’t know if i’m allowed to or not. i just want you to be with me in this dance. So much of me is in this in the Dance Master and DJ side of things, but also being a ballet dancer i always choose dance animations that depict my dance as i AM in my avatar.
Many thanks for viewing. A big hug from me to you.
Every scream of someone in pain can range from mild to excruciating trauma. If everyone knew what everyone else was experiencing, the human race would have unconditional love. This is the light that no-one on Earth knows in full because the total brain can only be in operation in the dimension of the light. Total brain means total telepathy. It is like how flocks of birds or schools of fish move. We have it but it is not developed. The dimension of total brain, operation cannot be realized without every human being in true awareness. If one human is left behind then no-one is full vision of their total brain. This is one of the reasons why the real time calendar is crucial for human. We are one being. We are one brain.
This life is lived in a frustrated from extreme sorrow to painful angst with joy emerging in a bouncing around fashion in the middle.
We are restrained to a state of a doing nothing that hides what is being done to us from us, in a world that does nothing. It is the powerlessness combined with the fact that fighting is a form of doing nothing that frustrates every human. The human isn’t doing what they are fighting for. They think they have to battle to then be able to do what they fight to do, but there is only now. Future does not exist so therefore fighting is doing nothing. They never experience now because of their goal. To do lists are stupid. Their goal cannot be done because there is no tomorrow. It does not exist. This state of mind is a fake world. Its not real. If they live to fight because they love to fight, this can be wonderful if both opponents are in total joy as in a very challenging dance, but if they seek happiness in making another suffer it is fake happiness rather than joy. It is the win lose of war. The win lose of money. The win lose of food and starvation.
With the fact that there is only now, and to reside in the now of the full brain awake state, the human is in full momentum. Because our brain is not whole, we don’t know how to see. We only see dark.
The speaking of ‘what is’, by the human, has not reached ‘the state of bring forth the universal mind’. We are still seeking and we are not fully seeing that there is a door. With the real time calendar comes telepathy. The human cannot see what is behind that door and they are afraid of it.
Because it is a world, and not the full limitless brain, separation places us, ‘the individual cells in the one being that is who we are’, in a state of protect from attack. It can’t see itself. Whilst this is taking place, the foresight that compels this art, the place where human is trying to get to, is not being realized and can’t be realized because there is only now. The human is not readily able to see other than the dark or separation, simply due to frequency. They live outside what is here.
This is a world where we do nothing. We stop being real when we let go of the innocence of being able to say, “i know nothing”. The human creates a false world with the deceitful claim of knowledge as it does not know anything. This is a delicate area, because the human does not take into account that the child self has the capacity of the most response ability of care of all parts of self. The grown-up cannot see this because as it grows without connection to the whole, as it loses its infinite vision of the fact that nothing has ever been seen before at any one infinite now. It is not known that this is where the use of the whole of the brain resides. The human in innocence has created a blinded organized construct of the finite which is set up to belittle the infinite and this renders them blind to their own child self. The inner child has no interest in fear and will not create it. The child self or child being, has the mature human in fear of the infinite and will do its utmost to convert any form of child self to the finite.
The separation from this true core self is what creates the halt of progessional movement of the evolutional progress of the frequency of one’s harmonious existence, in regard to the fact that human is Earth and human is the cosmos, from the human’s natural infinite transitional stages of the limitless evolution of music exploration. The design of the deceitfully installed dis-chordal frequency that was intentionally transposed and cast upon the human, has the human stop the progression of dimensional evolution.
We just are, and if this truth is not recognized in one’s soul, then everything is false. No-one knows anything, and the sad part is they are too frightened to look at what we could be doing or they simply have never imagined it.
There is a purposefully hidden of the real time calendar, and a purposefully altered frequency of the music delivered to the masses that has all human imprisoned. With the real time calendar map, you don’t need to fix you. You just wake up. And tuning music correctly repairs the severed link between human to human. There is nothing to be frightened of.
You give the next generation what it needs.
Give them the real time calendar, be diligent with sound frequency and don’t force them to go into what we are in. They can literally be anything. Every young generation exudes an awakening until the system takes hold of them.
Human has the most powerful ability to see when it is new to this world. It knows the concept of the limitless. Life gets scary because of a sound rift and a disconnection from the cosmos. We don’t have to keep thinking it was the generation before us that has us imprisoned. That can be let go and something can be given to the masses that will put it right. Every human would be the one being that is who this human race is. All would be infinite. You know that taking care of the next generation is all we are to do. To be who you were. To be who you are.
it’s still there.
Due to sound frequency manipulation, the wrong alignment of chakras are resonating and the connection to the movement that surrounds human movement is and has been severed, so nothing is happening. It’s all stopped in a kind of a ground hog day influx. Time doesn’t move. It does moment on the spot like a treadmill. That’s what money and paying loans is all about. You don’t do anything. One could say that real time is not time. It is movement.
The installation of the western world uniformity of music concert pitch, to be denoted that the musical note “A” was to be at 440Hz, was wrongfully put in place in order to sever the connection of human to human and human to cosmos, which means the separation of human from all nature on planet Earth . i’m not clear as to what it was before this, but if the musical note of “A” is tuned to 432Hz, it brings all frequency of music in harmony of human and Earth. That’s just one way to do it. Apparently they installed this rule of 440Hz, and within two decades the children rebelled, then hence the generation gap happened. It’s never been the same since.
It is my understanding that in the years of Constantine the true calendar was taken from the human and replaced with a fraudulent calendar that separated human from not only Earth, but separated them from their true self which is the cosmos. It separated them from the one being which is who they are. Then the war with nature begun, and that included the teachings of force another to suffer in order to obtain your happiness. This also included the belief that if you do not force another to suffer you may not survive.
Two gifts for human and all is it, ‘the was is creation’. It just is. All that is needed, is for human to see that these two gifts were taken from them, and this action rendered them to become and be powerless slaves. The task of putting these two gifts back, is now the simplest it has ever been since they were removed.
This is the window now.
Anyone can do this. The most darkest of human has the power to become the most powerful light of all now. The most mediocre has the ability to become the most powerful light of all now. It is now, that the meek have the ability to inherit the Earth. It’s the connecting of human to human, using this calendar that will give it to them. It is not wise to see this calendar as astrology. It is not wise to see this calendar as any label. It’s just a real time map that lets human synchronize.
The human occupies themselves with ‘pretend fix it’ activities. It is very obvious. By the giving of the correct ingredient to the human, the human would wake up to the one being that is who we are. You can see it in everyone’s eyes. You know this. You know we could put it right. You know that every single thing about the intention to have another human suffer by fighting for a cause is actually not doing anything but playing a routine of power over others. It’s the same as money. It takes away what you already had before they called you a mature adult. The labeling of all human as the mature adult, stopped the infinite exploration you were born doing as they told you that you must do ‘a nothing activity’ and through doing this activity, ‘in a future that never comes’, you are told that you will then be able to do what they took from you in the first place once again. Whist this is done the human is purposely blinded to the fact that they already have what they make the human slave to obtain.
The hippy era could have woken us up but it had no real chance because the music was more than likely not in harmony with the cosmos frequency, and the astrological calendar that many followed, was where arrays of basic cosmology was not charted as to where it was in its true location, as is now also. They also had not been aware of the need for a functioning on mass, real time calendar to be brought back to them the people. On top of this, to build this calendar was not readily available in this era, in the way that the resources to build it are available now.
There is this one particular way and there has always been this one particular way but it has been purposely hidden. People will read the books stating this and still not see it. A child mind has the ability to see it. The self explanatory words are never thought of and never said or they are almost shunned as they are not finite enough for the system in place.
One way to see the unclock, the real time map, is to, on your wrist watch, choose a numbered or named moon cycle applicable to the year ( Sun Orbit from perhaps when the Sun enters Aries ), choose a moon phase, choose a day in that moon phase and meet your friend. You are in harmony.
This is currently where i am with building the unclock
This is something i’m doing in blender, the 3D modeling and animation program, and working with the Open AI. It’s a slow process as i am self taught as i go. (i am making positive progress but i’m a little frustrated because i want to work on this with someone or someones.)
i simply believe no-one has said what i am saying. i’ve never heard anyone say this and i have not as yet had anyone take this as the serious biblical proportion that it is. Having said that, since i have made the first version of the PDF real time calendar, it is getting many downloads. We have begun to shift. This real time calendar given free to the masses, will consecrate that they will wake up the original explorer in them. If the vibration of the cosmos human, reaches a certain place, the mass everything will take shape. The opened door shows what human has not yet imagined. If they knew what is there, they would begin true exploration in an instant. ‘Without the true connection’ of human to human via the awareness of the cosmos by residing in the movement of the real time calendar, the extreme majority of the physical muscles of the brain is left to sleep.
There is simply no need for anything to be out of harmony. With the frame of mind being creation, the one being that is who we are, your whole brain doing something. You are not a ‘do nothing’. You are ‘an everything’.
You are the caretaker Fae of all oneness. You are a facet of nature.
So much is taken away in exchange for so minutely little. Finite was chosen rather than infinite at the expense of everything.
All is spoken except this simple truth. You don’t need to fix you. You only need to see and feel what is there, meaning what is here.
Everything is frequency but the human looks to not see the magic at hand to create this shift. It is possible to alter the pendulum frequency. It’s just a daily map arranged in such a way i have never heard anyone describe, yet it is the most obvious closed door that simply needs to be reopened. It is you.
Not dominant by nature means everyone is always your teacher. To ask millions of dumb questions, you come to know a lot and find gratitude. You can always be student even if teacher.
Everything is brain. That’s you. That’s me. That’s everything that is every ability. It is the Aether. The fifth element possibly. Perhaps one way i could be poetic would be to say; Human is born from Earth and because of the state of everything and its position, when human reached puberty, they went primate because of the altered frequency and the corrupt calendar that has been imposed upon them.
If this wasn’t so, and the correct calendar, and correct sound frequencies were given back to the human, the human at puberty would go galactic. They still can if they know where to look. What the human fails to see, is they go in the direction of primate survival mode, when they could be going in the direction of advanced creation mode.No-one knows what the light really is. They haven’t seen it because it’s a different dimension. They only know what the dark is as they have no vision of their whole brain.
It’s how it is. This is the end of the Kali Yuga.
This is not just plucked out of a hat. There are countless of the most biblical of books that say this exact information, but no-one ever says,,,,,”Let’s build the real time calendar and put back what was taken from the human”. “Let us light up their full brain”.
Earth is a sleeping sovereignty.
Who are you?
Who is truly who they are?
Only those who cannot lie are here.
You know your truth. To look into the eye. Every human can see every human’s truth if they can show their own truth. Do not lie. Renounce your wish. Only have your truth.
If every human gave their truth, no-one could be condemned and all fear would dissipate. And this is the living proof that, to reunite the people with the calendar of truth that was taken from them, would initiate a harmonic shift to the dimension of the advanced creation of the whole brain awake as this is what our brain is. It is the eternal infinite now of the limitless cosmos.
We do have the capacity to see all of ourselves in unconditional love. We are in the window of the resources to see the dimension of the light. The level of mass energy is so clear. What the most clear sighted books say, is that the human does not need to toil to see.
If the frequency of the cosmos, the real time calendar of the cosmos, and the knowledge of human physical attributes that is the cosmos, is given, the human will wake up with no withdrawal of vice, to the infinite transitional movement of the evolutionary eternal infinite dimensional progression. The real time calendar does not repeat, therefore it is always now and time is no longer a measurement. Without this measurement, the root of all evil cannot exist and will gently fade away.
The holographic light will shine of the one being that is ‘who we are’, and will take flight upon the wings of harmonic frequency. The whole brain will again awaken as clear vision to all, as we are one being.
Can’t figure out why people can’t see dance. i’ve had so many times where i’ve thought, is anyone seeing this? and the answer is; well no. They can’t see it.
It’s almost like how some, when it comes to math their brain says no this hurts. Others will have that with spoken or written language and so on. Everyone has things that the mind or spirit, (don’t know which), says no this hurts and it shuts down from that what ever it is. Learning making knots for the ship has a huge percentage of this kind of syndrome and the art of learning how to drive a computer, has land-marked this what i speak of.
i believe we have been messed with from a higher source.
i think i can do it. i think i can build the unclock. There is an open AI i have just found, and i am working with it. We could walk out of time, into the now, and always be moving.
Have you any idea what this means? no time. no money. Just know where you are and move. Edit the world. Just create and give.
This is an idea of where i see it going. It has the Earth referencing to the Sun and all stations on this clock in ratio to each other only, so it’s not to do with time. At this point i am researching to see if it is possible to physically track the Sun via GPS or Light sensor in order to only use degrees and perhaps a new language of symbolic radians. This kind of thing would let the reader see at a glance.
It would possibly have three circles of delineation next to each other for day, month and year, on a band of color where the heavenly bodies in the ecliptic, and the boundaries of the constellation houses are visible at a glance also.
It is each individual’s exact place in the cosmos on a holographic wrist watch, personally tailored as for where they are themselves. It tells your longitude and latitude so you have a mid heaven and horizon and all is referenced to you. You would know how your friend is feeling because of the direct connection to where all planets are. It would create a oneness.
(It is important to note that this is based on the foundation of a planetarium, which gives us the uneven sized constellation houses, and not the traditional astrologer’s thirty degree houses.) The whole idea of this is to attempt to see what is truly there as one mass.
It’s not work anymore. It’s play, create and give. The individual is empowered in a oneness. Make what ever you want. For free. Money can’t exist without time. Don’t need it. Got better things to do. You can make something to drop seeds anywhere you choose and make it rain on them. Food could ironically grow wild.
Can you not see this? The terminology for connecting and meeting up with others would come. The mind, body and soul would function differently.
i never knew this actually but having said that, i know what it is i’m doing. Like anyone i can only do what i am. What i have to give will show you where the “know how” of the infinite is, and it has been hidden from you.
If you can’t state the true purpose of your actions, there is what is missing. No-one is guilty but there is truth not spoken. There is only one way, and every being on this planet knows this way. Fear does not constitute truth. i never knew what the term anti-Christ meant, till now.
Christos means Sacred Oil. This oil moves up the spine, and rests at the Solar Plexus for two and a half days while the Moon is in each individual’s house where the Sun was when they were born. It is charged with energy whilst it rests there, and then it continues up the spine to reach the Cerebrum, and this is where it gets Christed. This is the crucifixion which the book says this all is in the brain. This is the waking up of the being and this can only happen if this being lives by the calendar that has direct reference to our Solar System.
We are sitting in the most powerfully infinite place and it just gets worked for little finite stuff. From top to bottom. What we are capable of, is phenomenal. It’s so simple to shift this planet to the infinite over night. Pilots. How can it fall, when everyone knows how to do it? This is where to steer it.
i want to share something. I don’t want to make myself something special but i need to say this. This needs to be seen about me as i do have a contribution. Please see this as a study.
At the moment, i have a dramatic life. The fear part is prominent, but, it is weird fear. It actually feels good because who it is connected with, is actually serious about looking at me. No-one ever really has.
I do have stuff to say. There is a feeling of shift compounding and a ton of information is flooding.
My contributions has never been wanted. My parents taught me that. This is something but i wonder to observe a hater of me. Especially as a collective. It’s such an ingredient of what made me. Like did i have much of a say? Does anyone? Why don’t i have the ability that everyone has? When will you be able to see me? Can you look at me? Am i what don’t want to see in themselves? i haven’t got what you have. Sorry. DNA. I don’t really comprehend it or understand it, why i’m so separately different to everyone. Just different in the real sense. No-one can see me and that’s the part that drives me crazy. It’s like i am this map i’m trying to give you.
Movement not moment. i feel this is the shift. i don’t feel that it’s a fight. i think it’s a coming together, like when you fall out with someone you don’t know, then you find yourself knowing them.
The real you doesn’t know anything. No-one does.
Truth and love.
What does the human race want to create? What do they want to build? Will they be ok in what they build? What is in 2026? i get the feeling that i’m something i don’t know what i am. Maybe you do know and i don’t. i can see it through my life’s psychology with others. The way i’ve been treated. The way i see others. People are frightened of me. i never knew that. i’m so slow.
Sometimes i wonder if the world has NPC’s.
Every time i show some work of mine, it gets swept under the carpet and dis-acknowledged. As the human ego becomes more visible the truth is showing. When can i do what i’m here for?, is the question i ask myself year in and year out. There is no pretense here. My being exposes your being. i’m hated when i say i’m child, yet that is what is seen, and that is exactly how i’m treated by every friend compulsively and naturally, positively and negatively, as we do. It’s what i am and i like that. Everything is always new for me and i am open, but there is and age old theme where so many through out my life take me under their wing and tell me that i’m just beginning. It’s what people tell children. That they aren’t of any consequence and must wait till they are older. With everyone who wants to hurt me it’s the same positive and negative, only it gets used to their advantage to stunt my growth. This should not be taken wrongly though as this is really an opportunity to grow. Having said that, i haven’t done so well. I feel that perhaps all can see i have something vastly different, but none can mention it. It’s too frightening and they largely don’t comprehend it. It’s never been any different. Everyone is different to me. Just don’t fit at all. We all know this and there’s not a damn thing i or anyone can do about it. i’m do something or i’m scapegoat. Maybe both. Missed the starting gun. Left out of the race. But have…………
If you looked back over my whole life, and looked at me in primary school, then see that as a metaphor for my life, you would have, a kid that the other kids won’t let play with them. i have stuff they don’t have but they don’t want it and i can’t keep up to how they play. i just don’t have the brain.
i make effort to play now.
We don’t see aliens because the cosmos is hidden from us.
If we are functioning in a date system that is not true directly with the cosmos, then we can’t see it…………….. i’m a pilot of a ship.
If the human was to be in sync with the solar system and function with it as their, (shall we call it), “date system”, saying exactly where the Sun, the Moon, the Solstice, the Equinox, the Houses, the mid heaven and horizon are, around their ecliptic of Earth, this planet would seriously shift over night.
I’ve got a time system, if you must call it that. I’ve got a day system. I’ve got a month system. I’ve got a year system. A real one with real objects. It’s where you are, but you can’t see where you are, because the calendar was taken away from you eons ago. Everyone thinks human is limited. This is not true. You have been confidence tricked.
It’s like human is small in the galactic arena, and they won’t open up to be a sovereignty.
Put the mass mind back to life.
We are way more.
We speak of not using all of our brain. Do you not see this?
It’s not taking something away. It’s putting it back.
It’s not just any clock. It must be navigated for the masses to wake up. There are stages to be given.
We don’t even correlate the month with the moon, yet the moon pushes us around like no-one’s business. This means we know exactly how it feels in direct accordance of the moon but we don’t use it. We waste it. It’s the same with all heavenly bodies. This is what is hidden from you. You are infinitely powerful and they covered it up so you can’t see it by changing the calendar. That’s all. It is so simple to wake us all up.
Sept means seven. Oct means eight. Nov means nine. Dec means ten. I could see that when i was in primary school. i remember when i was very little, seeing movies set in a far removed environment from where i was, and hearing these people speak in the same manner that we would. I have a distinct memory of shock, questioning that they would speak like we do, in that world.
The major shift would be the year begins when the sun goes into Aries. i am still theorizing as to do with the vernal equinox as this is where the Sun begins and finishes its path around us also. Once a true calendar was in place all of this would not only reveal itself, it would never stop revealing itself.
Its simple. They put a growth stunting curse on planet Earth by altering the calendar. Installing the unclock will lift this curse just like that.
This is biblical proportion. i wish you could see that. If the guide is given, the people are ready.
The unclock. Free. Money can’t live there. i know how to navigate.
A race of beings who can navigate is a powerful race of beings. Do you not see? We would think like sailors of the cosmos. Please try to imagine where that might take us in a “we know what we are doing” sense. All of us.
This is not just three dimensional. This is waking up.
If you could see what i can see, there is no way you would treat me as you do. i’m convinced. No-one can see it.
The most honest thing i can say about my life is that i don’t believe anyone has ever heard me. Largely i am denied but even the few who have attempted to listen have not heard, and my message has not been received. i just feel it in my body, that if it was heard the Earth would change dramatically. i do not dominate.
i can see something but no matter how i say what i can see, no-one responds in any such way that says they see it also. It confuses me to wonder if i am speaking of something that one may be in a place of knowing too much, otherwise why would this not be addressed and put into place?
anti-Christ is finite.
Christ is infinite.
we don’t have to do this.
Bringing back the calendar via the unclock means you get to know what is there. You can’t fail and it is not arguable. It is factual. You don’t have to pretend anymore and you will use all of your brain because we are all one brain. We have been disconnected simply by the fact that our calendar was taken from us.
Everyone knows what they are doing. This is about using response ability.
I have discovered the way to bring us back to the one super power being that is who we are.
Quote from wiki; The tesseract’s characteristic simplex directly generates the tesseract through the actions of the group, by reflecting itself in its own bounding facets (its mirror walls).
i have a theory about the color, the element of reflection and the reality of the forth dimension.
This theory about color may shed light on how it may come about that to be able to comprehend the concept of the forth dimension, could possibly allow you to be able to see transparency and reflection abound in all you observe.
Pigment created color could be thought created.
Light created color maybe sourced in the “I am” which actually is the balance in the coupling of thought and the “I am”, if thought does not become the third entity but remains holding the abstraction of feeling in the infinite oneness. The everything.
Red yellow blue are the primaries of pigment generated color. Red green blue are the primaries of light generated color.
The story, “Through the looking glass”, gives extra-ordinary food for fruitful awareness on this theory as it also relates to the reflectivity qualities that are incorporated in the study of the tesseract and the oneness of being both the light and its reflection. The Buddha quote, “With our thought we make the world”, brings one to consider the concept of thought placing all vision apposite from the “I am”, as it is looking at the “I am”, and from a balance of this, is birthing creation from the marriage of source and reflection which is the infinite one.
There is also the fact that science tells us that what we see is reflected color. In other words, we see the color that is, in fact not there. All the other colors are there but not the one with think we see. i feel that the “I am” and thought set free to the abstraction of feeling, coupled as one have the ability to see and comprehend clearly in vision, “the infinite everything”.
My theory is that the all encompassing now is true color, you are light, and you, the everything, are only ever now. Past and future being extracted from the now to be assessed, done by the use of thought, is reflected color which is a construct of the mind. The mind is thought and thought sometimes thinks it is the one that is real on its own, but you can’t experience anything but the all encompassing now. So thought on its own, being past or future is reflected outward from now, which would be where pigment generated color is created and brought back from the future or forward from the past. This is actually a creation, and from both of which to be observed and ultimately infused with the “I am’s” light generated color, in the all encompassing now, but one can be overly immersed in thought and forget to be here in the all encompassing now. Even if a thought is describing what is happening now, the “I am” is not able to experience now because thought has created a mirror, but by allowing thought to generate from the heart with the heart’s sense of abstraction and this thought, to be built, crafted and fluidly composed in the pineal gland, one can allow pigment to be the balanced component who is seeded by light in the harmony of thought and the “I am”. They are not looking at themselves as a separate source, but they become the everything, which brings about the mirrored transparency of infinite dimension.
I was laying down gazing at the window which was the main source of light to the room. I noticed a vivid green in the shape of the window. i moved my eyes and it moved too. Then when i brought my eyes back to the window there was a vivid magenta the shape of the window. I lay in stillness pondering what had just happened.
My life drawing teacher said, “i’m not teaching you how to draw”, “i’m teaching you how to see”.
The virtual world of Second Life; perhaps the introduction to element of comprehending the forth dimension. i heard the concept of, “For the one who resides in the forth dimension, the third dimension looks flat”. It has opened my awareness somewhat.
When i draw a picture of what is in front of me, i see what we would call a three dimensional realm, as a two dimensional plane, as this is what i put on the paper direct from what is screening across the back of my brain. i see it all at once. i see the whole two dimensional flat plane picture from periphery to periphery at once.
When i draw a picture from my imagination, i look at nothing (so to speak). i almost do not look at the paper i am drawing on. i stare into space, seeing my imagined image that is residing inside me, whilst scribbling the image onto the paper, and glance at this paper i’m drawing on as briefly as possible intermittently in order to maintain a bearing likened to a map.
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When i first had the awakening of the concept that has the human imprisoned is the measurement system of time itself, and to step out of this prison was simply to use the cosmos for movement rather than time for moment, it was an instant feeling of epiphany of the, “that’s it!” kind. Today i am having a very similar feeling once again.
All of a sudden i am beginning to look at my surroundings as a two dimensional plane that could also be described as observing the flat looking plane of a part of an inside of a sphere. All vertices of the platonic solids touch the inner surface of a sphere. The important aspect of this feeling to note is that all of what i see has a transparent quality and mirrored quality that although i do not see this clearly, i feel it.
i feel it, in the same way i always feel what i perceive as something that has an acutely infinite “everything is one” essence. It comes as a distinct physical sensation on the rear part of my brain. This then becomes the whole of my physical body’s sensation that has no bounds at all. Now becomes all dimensions at once.
I don’t know if being a natural born dancer who trained in ballet and ballroom dance quite seriously has anything to do with this next aspect of feeling, but i have some kind of knowing of a martial art form, and i have never trained in this area of expertise at all, but move like my being knows something that i don’t. It’s just form. It’s just movement. I don’t really know what i’m doing, but the feeling is of an infinite timelessness of all dimension.
i’ve been studying Metatron’s cube and i’m coming to realize that it maybe the fact that the cube is on the perfect tilt, so that as a flat plane it creates a hexagon. I’m working in a three dimensional modeling program with it, and the odd part is that when it is viewed at side elevation, the cube is on an angle that makes it look elongated rather than look cube like at all. I worked with placing the spheres so that from front elevation, they look to sit directly upon each other which involves adjusting the cube so the points still sit with their vertices exactly in the center of the spheres. i placed the “star tetrahedron” in the large cube as i am fascinated at how it is simply a diagonal cross on each face of the cube that brings it into being. Also it creates an “octahedron” in the middle that exactly houses the inner cube by its every pyramidical edge crossing and touching the inner cube’s edges exactly.
One thing to notice, is that this tilt of the cube on side elevation to make front elevation have the shape of a hexagon, puts all spheres that look to be in the center from front elevation in a perfect linage one next to another in side elevation. The spheres sitting vertically one on top of the other touching with precision in front elevation, when observed in side elevation, are not touching each other.
It actually means, although when viewed in front elevation with in orthographic view, (meaning no perspective), having all spheres precisely touching, none are in fact touching at all when you look at it in perspective from any angle. They can look to overlap each other from many views, but not touch in perfect edge to edge alignment and literally no sphere physically touches any other sphere at all. This includes the fact that none are touching in precise edge to edge formation in side elevation and plan view orthographically. It is only the orthographic front elevation that all comes together which is the iconic symbol of Metatron’s cube.
Metatron’s cube front elevationMetatron’s cube side elevationMetatron’s cube plan view
The front elevation being an angled view of the cube, and the fact that you see right through it to every single facet of it, is coming to light as to what everything we have not been able to see, is beginning to show itself. Everything seems not what you would think. Even words and phrases seem like they may have mislead us. The term, “smoke and mirrors”, comes to mind as it’s like being able to feel the concept of transparency with reflection, and distance is malleable. Also the term, “optical illusion” is sounding like thought has been hiding the truth, and using the art of feeling rather than labeling, along with deprogramming the brain of its codes of the third dimensional vision being the limitation rule, maybe uncovering it. There is something about the element of perspective that comes into play that i believe has importance in discovering the forth dimension, as to observe Metatron’s cube in front elevation with no perspective involved, is what lets the spheres remain their exact equal size even though they are at different distances from one’s eye when observing them. This is why i feel distance maybe the key to the illusory nature of the third dimension. If we are everything, there maybe an art where we can see from a mirrored plane to observe the plane we are looking at. Our eye become the whole mirror, not just a point. Perhaps i am describing the third eye, which i feel is the pineal gland.
i was scrolling through a three dimensional digital model website and as before i felt a vision of a limitless world. There are some very impressive models on this particular site and the picture on the home page is an extremely realistic scene of the world we refer to as the real world.
It almost begs the question, “how would we know what is so called, “real”?”. And, if we make the world we live in with our thoughts as the story of the Buddha tells us, then what would be the difference? It lets me see that we don’t actually know at all the answer to this question at all.
i don’t see the concept of virtual worlds as a separation from nature issue as most people do or would do. i see this as opening a door to let us really see it all.
V8 stern drive speed boat
On browsing the three dimensional digital model web site, i feel the desire to go to a fully functional virtual reality world or at least be in the same room as people who have the same kind of creative vision. I feel drawn to be able to build this world. I saw and felt environmental scenes in my mind of an incredible ability to manipulate this world and to be able to see or merely comprehend the digital framework that holds this world together and actually be able to dance with the world.
To be able to glide my hand and reshape objects around me.
I have built some more models and i am happy with my ability as it develops. When the human was in the analog stage of development i found it a little bit difficult to work these tools but when digital arrived i took to it like it was second nature. I believe that the door that may open if the correct direction was taken, would be so user friendly it would contain an element of oneness.
V8 motor
i still use my planetarium as my daily guide rather than the time clock and i still want to build a world based on this map and the map of earth. If the mother boards of computers involved to run this visualized virtual world, used the direct movement of planet Earth for the actual computer’s knowledge of its own bearing, instead of using the time clock, i believe the largest door known to the human race would open.
i have the V8 speed boat set with the ability to go very fast and i can use reverse as a brake. I can stop her in a very short distance then because i am using reverse to do this, it acts like a sling shot and get catapulted to the next chosen direction if i pounce on the forward control. It is all done in the conduction of dance as the turn control is blended into the movement also.
Soli’s barge house
My visions of cities, buildings, foreign planetary environments, vast open deserts, small villages and seas including under water environments is limitless. Hyper-space travel would be awesome.
If everything on all maps were done to the dimensions we know of on Earth and the cosmos around us, the insight obtained by default would be phenomenal.
If we are in the third dimension then the creation of what we call the virtual world is to let us come to know a more expansive dimension with the comprehension of element of dimension itself to an exponentially expandable level of reality.
This i feel is a concern. i am concerned for the human race. i don’t know what i feel about my direction as i live but i have been living in a virtual world for almost fifteen years and i have never blended into a community successfully in my life. This is all i know.
and i am not convinced of any of my surroundings except that everything is real
We physically change to the degree that we are not the same being in which we were yesterday. We have created new body cells over night. We are constantly creating new body cells as other body cells are disappearing or meta-morphing into something else.
i’m totally fascinated with the possibilities of a multitude of mathematical formulae or full of ecstatic enthusiasm of the thought that happenings may have one amazing formula that constitutes and or relates to the most dynamic power of the movement of now.
animating the avatar
The Mandelbrot set, or Collatz conjecture in constant flux painting the picture of life.
I believe, or feel everything that is, is in a constant formulated mathematical pattern of complete shedding of self and rebuild and it is always now.
All is eternal. All is a dance of mathematical precision.
Music has no meaning. It’s a beautiful mathematical pattern in the here and now.
i want to build a computer that can map anything.
i want to build a computer that hinges on the cosmos for movement, and not time for moment. One that the motherboard is in direct connection with and driven by Earth’s exact movement.
i wonder if it is possible for this computer to be able to sense any heavenly body with something that everything has, like a frequency?
I wonder if it is possible to build a platform with a post in each corner supporting shock absorbing tethers to a harness in which one could wear and therefore be in total virtual reality. Then in this virtual reality be able to go to anywhere on the map that the planetary driven computer offers.
i am not going to improve the world and i am not going to improve myself.
i am just what i am.
The animals are wise.
They don’t hide their truth.
She tells me nothing.
She shares with me everything.
i don’t need to survive.
i am everything.
There is no spoon.
There is no meaning.
There is no end or finish. There isn’t even a beginning.
Dance is alive. It doesn’t have a destination. It just lives.
Without the space between things, there would be no things.
The intervals are magic.
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There is no real or not real. Everything is an existence. Human works to beat nature into submission to no avail. They used all the trees to print controlling meta to harness nature but have been removing a mustard of their own self in doing so. What is labeled worthless is precious, and what it labeled of value destroys this precious being.
A game has been designed, but in doing so the truth has been shelved to be unseen. The creation of rules gives an addiction to never being here now. There is always a goal, and the human has forgotten that they made a magic trick on themselves by creating the rules. They threw away the key to the door of truth and forgot that there ever was one.
In mathematics, there are patterns and structures that are truths. A rule is simply a chosen restriction by a human in order to obtain control.
Now they must dominate and police to stay in comfort. They hurt and farm the being who is exactly the same as them in the same way they farm nature to its death. Nature is the human so the human remains in pain. Every attempt to lift themselves from this pain is done with the exact tool that put them there because they cannot remember.
To let thought be observed as it flows like a ripple on the ocean. To reside in the now and be as the tree. To never farm but rather to know and feel, that the equation of equanimity equality and the balance of two equals one, is truth. All is one.
One cannot arrange something without this something arranging one.
i’ve been building a 3D model raft and i have discovered a wonderful painting technique that holds tremendous scope for animation movie making and world building. If you can look close up, you can see the development of my technique from where i was when i was building the house to where i am in building the raft.
my new raft
i’m totally solipsistic. i honestly know nothing else.
i bought the hover car in the feature picture, then i totally modified and rebuilt it to a large degree, and i’m still developing it. i have it so it will dash so fast. There is almost no acceleration or deceleration. It’s like it hits top speed instantly and it’s super fast, like one of those super fast insects, and stops as fast as it started.
i keep thinking, when i going to meet the person who can actually see my work? That would be so cool actually being around someone to workshop stuff with.
Its to do with the extent of study and the depth of, and or focal standpoint of perception.
my most joyful book
Everyone was frustrated with me when i was little, maybe coz i like building stuff and they didn’t get it.
i built this avatar in a tutorial and it makes me so happy coz i can visualize mini movies.
build anything
an i made another one too in another tutorial. This one is exciting coz i learned something truly awesome with the rigging. I can get a skeleton that is so awesome i have dance exuding out of my mind.
my imagination is the most predominant attribute in me. my mind is in another reality.
Its to do with,,,,,,,, how big is the picture one can see from? What is the direct truth of what we are in? What is it in all truth, that the human is building now?
there is a formula where this is real and it is created from nothing
Can one see from a feeling of seeing from a stand point that induces the sight of the infinite picture that shows that every aspect of being can be perspected into one formula?
One essence.
i haven’t met one yet but i can’t believe they don’t exist. i believe everyone can but they have not yet thought of the concept of total transformative eradication and supplementation of brain heart body mind usage.
Existence as a key.
i’m speaking of a construct where words cease to be able to paint the picture and this is why people like Van Gogh have eternal existence. i believe this is because even though people may not be conscious of it, the human mind, actually does know everything.
i wanna build a world. A limitless world. One where i can visit anywhere in the cosmos by using a planetarium as the world map. That way i could just dash anywhere in my avatar. i could be anywhere on planet Earth. i could see the world where everyone resides as well as the extended built world that is enabling the limitlessness.
The map is the secret. It’s what sets up the infinite and it’s what i believe no-one has yet thought of as foundation for the melding of the tangible with the intangible. Its where one can see that the imagination is real.
Map of Now 
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