We are a mathematical pattern

We physically change to the degree that we are not the same being in which we were yesterday. We have created new body cells over night. We are constantly creating new body cells as other body cells are disappearing or meta-morphing into something else.

i’m totally fascinated with the possibilities of a multitude of mathematical formulae or full of ecstatic enthusiasm of the thought that happenings may have one amazing formula that constitutes and or relates to the most dynamic power of the movement of now.

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The Mandelbrot set, or Collatz conjecture in constant flux painting the picture of life.

I believe, or feel everything that is, is in a constant formulated mathematical pattern of complete shedding of self and rebuild and it is always now.

All is eternal. All is a dance of mathematical precision.

Music has no meaning. It’s a beautiful mathematical pattern in the here and now.

i want to build a computer that can map anything.

i want to build a computer that hinges on the cosmos for movement, and not time for moment. One that the motherboard is in direct connection with and driven by Earth’s exact movement.

i wonder if it is possible for this computer to be able to sense any heavenly body with something that everything has, like a frequency?

I wonder if it is possible to build a platform with a post in each corner supporting shock absorbing tethers to a harness in which one could wear and therefore be in total virtual reality. Then in this virtual reality be able to go to anywhere on the map that the planetary driven computer offers.

Author: Elf

i'm high functional autistic. I have a limitless imagination. My brain is different and all i've ever wanted to do is be a super hero and fly. Basically, i just want to dance. i'm a dancer. i trained in ballet and ballroom extensively when i was younger. I’ve not met anyone who speaks my language. My life has been dramatic since i could cognize. All people who come in contact with me, want me to be something that i not only can't be, but i am not, and they all want me to be this for them, knowing full well that it's never going to happen. i am alien and they know it but deny it. People depict what human is in effort to not have me different or unique, but i am unmistakably different and cannot be what i am not. What is left out always is that an alien being is also capable of love. Every being is love. The word alien does not mean i wasn't born to this realm, but i have lived and alienated life constantly being told that i must learn to be different than i am, as i have described. I am not allowed to say what i have just said. (maybe i could be so bold to say that i'm a trashed child prodigy. Trashed from the beginning so this is what we get). (It's no-one's fault. It just is.) I believe i have found a tool to help bring every facet of Mother Earth back to the garden of Eden she is by having all human know exactly where they are in the movement of the eternal now. i really do want to give this concept of the unclock to the human. i never stop working on it. i want it to arrive now and i want it to be free and it can be. Please forgive me if i may not come to your site. This is because i am autistic and to an extremely over-sensitive level. I am so deeply grateful for your gift of visiting me thank you and much love from Soli/Elf and the rest of me

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