all is what all is

i am not going to improve the world and i am not going to improve myself.

i am just what i am.

The animals are wise.

They don’t hide their truth.

She tells me nothing.

She shares with me everything.

i don’t need to survive.

i am everything.

There is no spoon.

There is no meaning.

There is no end or finish. There isn’t even a beginning.

Dance is alive. It doesn’t have a destination. It just lives.

Without the space between things, there would be no things.

The intervals are magic.

There is no real or not real. Everything is an existence. Human works to beat nature into submission to no avail. They used all the trees to print controlling meta to harness nature but have been removing a mustard of their own self in doing so. What is labeled worthless is precious, and what it labeled of value destroys this precious being.

A game has been designed, but in doing so the truth has been shelved to be unseen. The creation of rules gives an addiction to never being here now. There is always a goal, and the human has forgotten that they made a magic trick on themselves by creating the rules. They threw away the key to the door of truth and forgot that there ever was one.

In mathematics, there are patterns and structures that are truths. A rule is simply a chosen restriction by a human in order to obtain control.

Now they must dominate and police to stay in comfort. They hurt and farm the being who is exactly the same as them in the same way they farm nature to its death. Nature is the human so the human remains in pain. Every attempt to lift themselves from this pain is done with the exact tool that put them there because they cannot remember.

To let thought be observed as it flows like a ripple on the ocean. To reside in the now and be as the tree. To never farm but rather to know and feel, that the equation of equanimity equality and the balance of two equals one, is truth. All is one.

One cannot arrange something without this something arranging one.

stuff i been work’n on

i’ve been building a 3D model raft and i have discovered a wonderful painting technique that holds tremendous scope for animation movie making and world building. If you can look close up, you can see the development of my technique from where i was when i was building the house to where i am in building the raft.

my new raft

i’m totally solipsistic.
i honestly know nothing else.

i bought the hover car in the feature picture, then i totally modified and rebuilt it to a large degree, and i’m still developing it. i have it so it will dash so fast. There is almost no acceleration or deceleration. It’s like it hits top speed instantly and it’s super fast, like one of those super fast insects, and stops as fast as it started.

i keep thinking, when i going to meet the person who can actually see my work? That would be so cool actually being around someone to workshop stuff with.

Its to do with the extent of study and the depth of, and or focal standpoint of perception.

my most joyful book

Everyone was frustrated with me when i was little, maybe coz i like building stuff and they didn’t get it.

i built this avatar in a tutorial and it makes me so happy coz i can visualize mini movies.

build anything

an i made another one too in another tutorial. This one is exciting coz i learned something truly awesome with the rigging. I can get a skeleton that is so awesome i have dance exuding out of my mind.

my imagination is the most predominant attribute in me. my mind is in another reality.

Its to do with,,,,,,,, how big is the picture one can see from? What is the direct truth of what we are in? What is it in all truth, that the human is building now?

there is a formula where this is real and it is created from nothing

Can one see from a feeling of seeing from a stand point that induces the sight of the infinite picture that shows that every aspect of being can be perspected into one formula?

One essence.

i haven’t met one yet but i can’t believe they don’t exist. i believe everyone can but they have not yet thought of the concept of total transformative eradication and supplementation of brain heart body mind usage.

Existence as a key.

i’m speaking of a construct where words cease to be able to paint the picture and this is why people like Van Gogh have eternal existence. i believe this is because even though people may not be conscious of it, the human mind, actually does know everything.

i wanna build a world. A limitless world. One where i can visit anywhere in the cosmos by using a planetarium as the world map. That way i could just dash anywhere in my avatar. i could be anywhere on planet Earth. i could see the world where everyone resides as well as the extended built world that is enabling the limitlessness.

The map is the secret. It’s what sets up the infinite and it’s what i believe no-one has yet thought of as foundation for the melding of the tangible with the intangible. Its where one can see that the imagination is real.

Imagine it.

Create it.

You don’t need anything.