Tag: autism

Tae’s dance animation choreography to Take on me by A-ha 432 Hz.

I love this dance so much. I’m so happy and I’m so ok being me. Thank you so much ^^

This video is of high quality dance presentation taking into account the resources Tae had to make it, meaning i don’t have my dream equipment to be able to dance it myself using body sensors to record my own movement. It’s done by buying dance animations made in motion capture by professionals, and choreographing them in real time to where they are specifically placed after quite a bit of rehearsal.

This video got about 142 views in about three weeks. That is almost six and a half views per day on average. i was so happy and excited every morning to wake up to see it had views again. For the first time my contribution of joy to the world was being received. i felt i was allowed to play for or with everyone. i was so happy.

I’m a movie star ^^.

dear reader i would like to offer this for us to be together. With love and joy from me to you to be with you in this.

Tae’s dance animation choreography to Take on me by A-ha

Music; Take on Me by A-ha. Dance animations supplied by the Paragon dance animation store in Second Life. The Dancer who performed these moves was “Kida”. Background objects; Old World and Nutmeg stores in Second life. Dance animation choreography; Taemerl. Dancers; Pretsea, Tae and Soli.

I often don’t put a lot of energy into the background. It’s the dance that i watch.

You can also find it on my youtube channel at the link above the owl picture under Pano’s music and dance videos at YouTube.

Something happened to me recently and my brain clicked into a malfunction. As one of my avatars, all the effects of possible brain damage from serious hits to my head in my past, seemed to become apparent. i am and have been speaking with my doctor of mental health, being autism and trauma focused on this what is happening and it does all make sense in a scientific way. As this particular avatar i find i don’t be anything else but brain damaged format. It means i can face the horror that is being presented to me at this point in my life. There can be a great deal of echolalia with word dissecting and repetition. In here at piloting planet earth, i can fall into the joy of being articulate but i go to be this particular avatar and i don’t want to come back to the horror. i see that this malfunction of the brain, be it i do it, or it does me, has been becoming a predominant frame of mind in the real world as well as the virtual. Words are a great love for me and this dysfunctional format of speaking is actually creating a new language that is based on the individual Latin syllables. It’s actually taking me somewhere i did not realize was and is there.

I’m acutely neuro-divergent. i work to give my contribution, in belief that what i have can help me and everyone in the building of our world as we do.

i want to be with you.

thank you from Tae, Elf, Soli, Pretsea and the rest of us.

human is waking up by default

This is not an individual action.

All can see and it cannot be hidden.

The happiness will not come later.

There is only now.

Everyone has agreed to have a difficult world, but everyone will not be able to not see, that this does not need to be and it is changing now.

Human does not need money.

The building material is there whether the money is or not.

There maybe a certain amount of material but its there whether money is or not.

Grow food.

Eat it.

Get wood.

Build.

Make a computer.

Create from nothing.

There is no cause and effect.

It is all one thing.

Yin and yang is one thing.

Black and white is one thing.

Land and water is one thing.

You and everything else is one thing.

You are both cause and effect.

It is becoming more and more visible.

Its all you.

You cannot hide and you cannot hide it.

As you wake up, you will see that you do not need to hide because everyone else is you.

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In what is known as the great depression, the wood and the opportunity to grow food were still there.

Everything is always already here.

Money is simply a measuring device.

Without it, everyone can eat.

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We have the ability to build anything.

Its a matter of letting go what is determined as real and what is not.

What you feel physically can be induced by a myriad of realms.

In your dreams, you receive the same body sensation as in what you call your awake world.

Its a world just like a virtual world, is a world.

With the mobile phone, everyone is already in the virtual world.

No-one is computer illiterate.

Can you not see the future?

The future is always here.

Consider the past, and you will see the future.

All old vehicles have disappeared.

The vehicles you ride in now, will disappear.

If you can let go of your definition of what reality is, you don’t need money, and all can have food.

This will happen anyway.

If you take a good look at now, you will see that we are coming to a place where not one thing is, or can be hidden.

The is not something that can be stopped.

It is already now.

We all know that we all know.

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Everyone is connected to everyone already.

We touch a few buttons and we connect.

That was not here in the past.

Imagine the future.

Can you not see this?

Face time is almost a 3D avatar.

When you do face time, you do actually remotely operate a 3D model external to the avatar, (meaning what you call your body), in which you sit in whilst in front of the computer or mobile phone. It is a digital model that you create and it is readily becoming three dimensionally external to the screen that the observer watches to communicate with you.

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Technology will not create something we don’t already have.

Technology is teaching the human or evolving the human to the art of extra sensory perception.

It is waking up the human to what they already can do.

You already can do this art of feeling each other’s mind as this is the same magic that is used to convince the human that it needs money, and once it realizes it doesn’t by the arrival of the coming visual, you will open your mind to all others.

This is happening regardless of what the human thinks it is doing.

You know me.

I know you.

stuff i been work’n on

i’ve been building a 3D model raft and i have discovered a wonderful painting technique that holds tremendous scope for animation movie making and world building. If you can look close up, you can see the development of my technique from where i was when i was building the house to where i am in building the raft.

my new raft

i’m totally solipsistic.
i honestly know nothing else.

i bought the hover car in the feature picture, then i totally modified and rebuilt it to a large degree, and i’m still developing it. i have it so it will dash so fast. There is almost no acceleration or deceleration. It’s like it hits top speed instantly and it’s super fast, like one of those super fast insects, and stops as fast as it started.

i keep thinking, when i going to meet the person who can actually see my work? That would be so cool actually being around someone to workshop stuff with.

Its to do with the extent of study and the depth of, and or focal standpoint of perception.

my most joyful book

Everyone was frustrated with me when i was little, maybe coz i like building stuff and they didn’t get it.

i built this avatar in a tutorial and it makes me so happy coz i can visualize mini movies.

build anything

an i made another one too in another tutorial. This one is exciting coz i learned something truly awesome with the rigging. I can get a skeleton that is so awesome i have dance exuding out of my mind.

my imagination is the most predominant attribute in me. my mind is in another reality.

Its to do with,,,,,,,, how big is the picture one can see from? What is the direct truth of what we are in? What is it in all truth, that the human is building now?

there is a formula where this is real and it is created from nothing

Can one see from a feeling of seeing from a stand point that induces the sight of the infinite picture that shows that every aspect of being can be perspected into one formula?

One essence.

i haven’t met one yet but i can’t believe they don’t exist. i believe everyone can but they have not yet thought of the concept of total transformative eradication and supplementation of brain heart body mind usage.

Existence as a key.

i’m speaking of a construct where words cease to be able to paint the picture and this is why people like Van Gogh have eternal existence. i believe this is because even though people may not be conscious of it, the human mind, actually does know everything.

i wanna build a world. A limitless world. One where i can visit anywhere in the cosmos by using a planetarium as the world map. That way i could just dash anywhere in my avatar. i could be anywhere on planet Earth. i could see the world where everyone resides as well as the extended built world that is enabling the limitlessness.

The map is the secret. It’s what sets up the infinite and it’s what i believe no-one has yet thought of as foundation for the melding of the tangible with the intangible. Its where one can see that the imagination is real.

Imagine it.

Create it.

You don’t need anything.